Thursday, 23 June 2011

Running Out of Ways to Cope



I feel as if this is necessary.

I have nothing nice to say, I have no more hope.
Everything I believed in came crashing down around me, and now there is nothing left.

I was delusional, and now I'm paying the price.
I know it was foolish, but there was nothing else I could do.

I wanted it so bad that I was willing to fight, and risk it all.
 But I guess there was nothing to fight for, and too much to lose.

And I lost it all.

Tears From the Sky


There's very little left that's pure.

The rain washes away everything we no longer want.

Our Joy,
Rage,
Sorrow,
Fear.


People don't want rainy days because they're not done with what they have.
But for those who want it, it can be a blessing.

There's very little left that's pure
Because it hasn't rained in so long.

Wednesday, 15 June 2011

Tidings of Doom


My world is ending.

I don't have the heart to tell anyone about this, only you.
I no longer see you in the visions of my future.
I don't know how much longer I can last, knowing you'll be gone.
After all this time, please tell me what I am to do?
I've waited on your every word, but you've said nothing.

I've grown to love revolving around you.
Like I always know when you're around,
Every time your about to turn the corner,
Or enter the room,
I just know.

But soon all of that will come to an end.
As time goes by, you'll fade into nothing but a memory,
And eventually, the only time I'll think of you is when I see you in the eyes of strangers on the street,
Or hear words you'd once said to me.

So fufill my destiny; prove my visions true, 
And leave me.

Ghost



Phantom apparition leading my way, I command you to speak.

Figure of the night, where are you taking me?
A place where my heart has no purpose going?
What are your intentions?
To light the path?
Or lure me into the blackness?

Why is it that you keep turning the lights on if you think they're meant to be off?
What are you saying when I hear whispering through the trees?
Where do you go when I am home in my bed?
Are you out haunting someone else? 
or watching me sleep?

Where are you now?

Wednesday, 8 June 2011

Creation


In the beginning there was chaos. The world was filled with things that never were, and humans had no hearts. Fragments of Land, Sea and Sky drifted lazily about empty space. Light and Darkness spiraled in serene harmony.

In the deepest depths of chaos, a birth of magnificent and magical proportions took place. This birth began to shape the chaos, forever changing it. The creation of a single entity split the Land and Sea from the Sky; and the Land and Sea again. The formation of this essence would not just shape the physical, but the celestial.

Humans would be given hearts, and that which did not fit the laws of a newly formed reality would be cast from existence.
The summary of these laws and the basics of reality would take the form of what you would see as a little girl. She would be young, the embodiment of innocence, with a dress so white, it radiated purity. She would be named “Infinity”.

But due to the inconstant nature of chaos, another driving force would come to exist. It would be named “Oblivion”

Oblivion existed in a world parallel to reality, where that which did not exist, found itself to be. Oblivion would model himself after the perfections of Infinity, but could not remain constant. He would live as her shadow.

Together forming a coin, Oblivion was Infinity’s other half. Where Infinity would embed hearts into the empty husks of humans, Oblivion would pierce their hearts, and viciously tear them to shreds, leaving only a small part remaining. The mangled husks, barely holding to the fabrics of Infinity’s laws, would slip into Oblivion’s reverse world.

Infinity began to grow tired of her perfect world. She would feel smothered, restricted by her laws.

“How can perfection exist, if there’s nothing to hold it against?” She thought to herself.
She visited the reverse world and sought out Oblivion’s Castle Dreadnought.

There she found Oblivion. He offered her tainted hearts, and tears to wash them down. Infinity’s touch restored the hearts, filling them with love, their beats; and the tears became tears of joy. She began to weep.

The nature of chaos again took over, fulfilling its role.

Instead of falling into a fit of inconsolable fury, Oblivion fell madly in love.

“How can something so perfect, so beautiful, make sorrow so…unappealing?” He said aloud. Infinity began to giggle. Oblivion was perplexed.

“So then it’s true. You can do nothing but love me, just as I cannot stand to be without you.” Infinity spoke, her words echoing through the reverse world, and hers.

In one final embrace they became one. The reverse world fused with the real world. But chaos was not formed.

The bond Infinity and Oblivion share is what holds the world together, for without their love there would be nothing.



Tuesday, 7 June 2011

Between the Dream and the Breath


For a moment,
Everything stood still and time was irrelevant.
There was no ticking of clocks,
Nothing was early, nothing was late.

It made it all really simple.
I could finally think without having to worry.
Nobody could hear my thoughts, nobody could see my dreams, everyone was frozen.

I think I finally understood what happened in the past,
As there was no longer a past.
And I knew everything that was going to happen,
As there was no future.

For that moment I understood that I couldn't just give up.
Not after this moment.

And in that moment I chose.
After I made my choice, something miraculous happened.

Everything started moving again.
The sound of ticking clocks filled my mind.
Streetlights changed and people moved on.

I stopped for one second, hoping for another moment,
but somehow I knew I would never feel it again.

So I went on my way.
But this time, I knew my choice.


Friday, 3 June 2011

The Drop


You were a single drop,
A tear in my life.

But what you brought was so much more.

You were the first of vicious storms to take over.
You blotted out the sun, any hopes of light.

Wednesday, 1 June 2011

Seek



I hid my heart from the world,
I hid it from you.

For so long, those words tortured me from the inside.
There was nothing I could do.

I hid the words I wanted to say from the world,
I hid them from you.

For so long I regretted losing you.
There was nothing I could do.