You're my friend. The only one that understands. That cares. So thank you. But I don't think I want to be your friend. I don't want to tell you things. I don't want your help. I don't think I can rely on you. Because in three months, you'll be gone from my life forever. Perhaps if we're distanced, the pain of your absence will lessen. Probably not. And then I'll be alone once again.
Let this be a reminder that this character I play, is less of a human and more of a gateway to another world. I am by no means real, and I am sorry you fell for this illusion, This is our haven.
An illusion; a gateway to another world. I am aware; this is a haven. Where I can write things I would never speak aloud. I prefer illusions to humans any day.
You're my friend. The only one that understands. That cares. So thank you. But I don't think I want to be your friend. I don't want to tell you things. I don't want your help. I don't think I can rely on you. Because in three months, you'll be gone from my life forever. Perhaps if we're distanced, the pain of your absence will lessen. Probably not. And then I'll be alone once again.
ReplyDeleteLet this be a reminder that this character I play, is less of a human and more of a gateway to another world.
ReplyDeleteI am by no means real, and I am sorry you fell for this illusion,
This is our haven.
An illusion; a gateway to another world. I am aware; this is a haven. Where I can write things I would never speak aloud. I prefer illusions to humans any day.
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